(no request or art trade at the moment, thanks!)
+SEMESEKEUKE!+
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KIRIBAN in like 1,500 hits. (100,000 hits finally...woah)
which ... will go fast o_O; weirdly. used to go slow, but... people are crazier now OTL;
AND HEY!!! PEOPLE WHO GOT THE SKETCHES IN MY LAST JOURNAL, PLEASE GIVE ME THE REQUESTS OTL!!!!!
(hard to draw for you if... i didn't get the details >w<;;; )
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PS: i'm miserable at this school. i feel like dyingggg in quite a literal sense, especially right now. nothing here makes me happy. hell, NOTHING IN LIFE makes me happy. i know i'll regret writing this in like 2 seconds after i submit, but SERIOUSLY. i hate my art, i hate my stories, i hate my stupid stupidity for choosing this school (which is nice for normal people but i'm an insanely hermit-like SCREWUP who is miserable here). i... i can't feel anything but hate for everything. i act happy, like always, but... i... I'M SO LONELY BUT THERE'S NOWHERE TO TURN. ONLINE IS OUT OF THE QUESTION..KINDA... IT'S NOT.. I CAN'T... NOTHING CURES THE LONELINESS
not even when i'm with friends
not even anything
NOTHING NOTHINGNOTHINGNOTHING IH Fl;ksa AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH <--so not enough screaming to describe it.
and the best part is, i don't feel like being around anyone to even try and cure it. it irritates me. i hate talking about it, but i have nothing in common to talk about with people. the solution? instead of insane petty smalltalk which i can't even manage anyway, i hole away. I'M INSANE I KNOW IT. WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T KNOW IF YOU'RE CRAZY. OBVIOUSLY A CRAZY PERSON SAID THAT. BECAUSE IT'S UNtrue it's untrue.
*crawls away bleedinggggggg insidejfasdkl;*
i can't see anything special in anything anymore. i am so dead i don't know what to do
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LIST TO DO:
- KIRIBAN 66,666 for !terrornight (i know i suck. i know.)
- Axel Hug Comic Panel for ~emokidswill xDDD
- HAPPY STAR fanart (HS by ~monkeypunch )
- Krona & Yashamaru (from *Kaze-Hime's Temple Keeper Rain)
- Link in original outfit design CG
- surprise gifts.
- Journal entry on Kristian and Malte (and their story) Profiles/Info
- Pokemon ... *Q*;; (My trainer, wartortle gijinka, *Zaphk's primeape gijinka!!!!)
- Zelda webcomic --> [link] <-- "Traveller's Guise" (spelling error i know now.. oh well, gives it..character, right? ...RIGHT???? *SHOT!!* )
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+People Who Make My Heart Beat Faster!!+
<-- SORRY IF I FORGOT YOU. TELL ME SO THEN;;;;
+Fellow Writers!+
+Clubs!+
+FanClubs!+ <--lol LOSER;;
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thank you ~deathbymurder & ~licoricesnake!
a love club for my OC's Kristian and Malte x///3
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thank you ~chonny & ~fresh4u !!!
my fanclub @///@ ahahahaaa lets go ice-skating on Hell now pls! *SHOT*







I love your art and everything about it and hating is the same as loving!!!
waggh T_T im so sorry for your hopeless feeling T.T
Please, try to take care of yourself as best you can. Maybe try some meditative techniques to learn peace of mind, I tried it when I was suffering post-trauma stress and it helped quite a bit.
You need someone to talk to, obviously, not just an online buddy, so you really should try to find someone you can confide in. And if you feel like your emotional state is getting worse, you might want to get some professional help - I'm not saying you're crazy!
I really hope you can cope with all this. If the school puts you in such distress, maybe you should consider going somewhere else, or maybe dropping a few classes to ease your workload?
Anyway, take care, and remember we're all here to support and cherish you~
dun worry.
hinas is here c:
Obsess over that :'DDD Then EVERYTHING is important.
ANY MABYE YOU'LL GROW UP TO BE A TOTALLY COOL DETECTIVE?!?!?!
who am I kidding <.< >.> i'm too impatient and forgetful, I'll probably get close though *o* only 900 more hits to go XDDDD
ahhhhhhhhh
and maybe give you a hug <.< >.>
0w0!! **stalk**