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KIRIBAN SOON

Tue Sep 11, 2007, 10:52 AM
  • Mood: Regretful
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:star:K I R I B A N ... 100,000 HIT:star:
(no request or art trade at the moment, thanks!)


+SEMESEKEUKE!+
:icondeathbymurder::iconeinthewonderdog::iconlicoricesnake:

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KIRIBAN in like 1,500 hits.  (100,000 hits finally...woah)
which ... will go fast o_O;  weirdly.  used to go slow, but... people are crazier now OTL;
AND HEY!!!  PEOPLE WHO GOT THE SKETCHES IN MY LAST JOURNAL, PLEASE GIVE ME THE REQUESTS OTL!!!!!
(hard to draw for you if... i didn't get the details >w<;;; )








...
PS: i'm miserable at this school.  i feel like dyingggg in quite a literal sense, especially right now.  nothing here makes me happy.  hell, NOTHING IN LIFE makes me happy.  i know i'll regret writing this in like 2 seconds after i submit, but SERIOUSLY.  i hate my art, i hate my stories, i hate my stupid stupidity for choosing this school (which is nice for normal people but i'm an insanely hermit-like SCREWUP who is miserable here).  i... i can't feel anything but hate for everything.  i act happy, like always, but... i... I'M SO LONELY BUT THERE'S NOWHERE TO TURN.  ONLINE IS OUT OF THE QUESTION..KINDA... IT'S NOT.. I CAN'T... NOTHING CURES THE LONELINESS
not even when i'm with friends
not even anything
NOTHING NOTHINGNOTHINGNOTHING IH Fl;ksa AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH <--so not enough screaming to describe it.

and the best part is, i don't feel like being around anyone to even try and cure it.  it irritates me.  i hate talking about it, but i have nothing in common to talk about with people.  the solution?  instead of insane petty smalltalk which i can't even manage anyway, i hole away.  I'M INSANE I KNOW IT.  WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T KNOW IF YOU'RE CRAZY.  OBVIOUSLY A CRAZY PERSON SAID THAT.  BECAUSE IT'S UNtrue it's untrue.

*crawls away bleedinggggggg insidejfasdkl;*

i can't see anything special in anything anymore.  i am so dead i don't know what to do

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LIST TO DO:
- KIRIBAN 66,666 for !terrornight (i know i suck. i know.)
- Axel Hug Comic Panel for ~emokidswill xDDD
- HAPPY STAR fanart (HS by ~monkeypunch )
- Krona & Yashamaru (from *Kaze-Hime's Temple Keeper Rain)
- Link in original outfit design CG
- surprise gifts.
- Journal entry on Kristian and Malte (and their story) Profiles/Info
- Pokemon ... *Q*;; (My trainer, wartortle gijinka, *Zaphk's primeape gijinka!!!!)
- Zelda webcomic --> [link] <-- "Traveller's Guise" (spelling error i know now.. oh well, gives it..character, right? ...RIGHT???? *SHOT!!* )


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+People Who Make My Heart Beat Faster!!+
:heart::iconfresh4u: :iconbad-gallery: :iconkathy100: :icongem2niki: :iconkaze-hime::heart:
:iconzaphk: :iconxkimikox: :iconchupachup: :iconjunsui: :iconuzausa:
:iconashie-tan: :iconyunako: :iconstrawberry-hime: :iconviichu: :iconprotectprotect:
:iconkuurin: :iconjoodlez: :iconchocosweete: :icongorachi: :iconmonkeypunch:
<-- SORRY IF I FORGOT YOU. TELL ME SO THEN;;;;

+Fellow Writers!+
:iconsassylostie: :icongl00myrubix: :icondaiichi:

+Clubs!+
:iconsilent-hill-club: :iconroom302: :iconzeldafreakhall: :icongoldensaucer: :iconragnarokonline: :iconanime-artists: :iconanime-club: :iconx-filesfans::iconpokedex:

+FanClubs!+ <--lol LOSER;;
:iconfresh4ufanclub: :iconlani-lovers: :iconholly-fan: :iconnana-fans: :iconkurot-fans: :iconlasaro-lovers: :iconthu-luv: :iconnatalis-fanclub: :iconmanafanclubodoom: :iconlicchan-fan:

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thank you ~deathbymurder & ~licoricesnake!
a love club for my OC's Kristian and Malte x///3

+:iconeinthewonderclub:+
thank you ~chonny & ~fresh4u !!!
my fanclub @///@ ahahahaaa lets go ice-skating on Hell now pls! *SHOT*
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:iconpunkprincess181:
I got 100, 226 ... do you want it anyway ?
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:iconkokorodragon:
:( awww I feel the same, no one really draws in my group so whenever I'm sad I always end up ranting on da rather than with them.

I love your art and everything about it and hating is the same as loving!!! :D because you harvest deep feelings for the subject... like magic!!! :D :D :D

:)
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:iconkururu-pon:
mmmm!?!? i wan't to catch it T_T *has never caught one before*

waggh T_T im so sorry for your hopeless feeling T.T :hug: i'm not sure what to say!! but i really hope for your happiness Ein~sama T-T :heart:
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:iconsbslink:
I can see something special in you and your art :hug: Sorry that you are feeling so down :(
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:iconclockworkspiders:
~clockworkSpiders Sep 12, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww...sorry to hear you're feeling so down! :hug: If you're feeling lonely, maybe it's time to get in contact with some old friends, or maybe try to meet some new people, if you don't feel too shy to?

Please, try to take care of yourself as best you can. Maybe try some meditative techniques to learn peace of mind, I tried it when I was suffering post-trauma stress and it helped quite a bit.

You need someone to talk to, obviously, not just an online buddy, so you really should try to find someone you can confide in. And if you feel like your emotional state is getting worse, you might want to get some professional help - I'm not saying you're crazy! ^^; It's just that, well, we all need someone to lean on sometimes, and often the best person to lean on is someone with a lot of experience with emotional problems.

I really hope you can cope with all this. If the school puts you in such distress, maybe you should consider going somewhere else, or maybe dropping a few classes to ease your workload?

Anyway, take care, and remember we're all here to support and cherish you~:hug:
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:iconstrawberry-hime:
i'm so sorry for everything that his happening with you and school. i do wish the best for you and i hope everything will turn out okay! i'll pray for you, ein-chin~ ;w; <333 prayer is always the best solution for problems like this! i love you tons! >u< -squeezes you to pieces- :heart::heart::heart:
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:iconemokidswill:
FUCK I WANT IT.


dun worry.
hinas is here c:
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:iconlightbeam911:
~lightbeam911 Sep 11, 2007  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*throws OCD at you*

Obsess over that :'DDD Then EVERYTHING is important.

ANY MABYE YOU'LL GROW UP TO BE A TOTALLY COOL DETECTIVE?!?!?!
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:iconhersheysrocks:
I SHALL GET YOUR KIRIBAN *O*

who am I kidding <.< >.> i'm too impatient and forgetful, I'll probably get close though *o* only 900 more hits to go XDDDD

ahhhhhhhhh :hug: I hope you feel better soon, I can't really give any advice or anything, just wish you the best of luck dealing with it :salute:

and maybe give you a hug <.< >.>

:manhug:
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:iconcitruslove:
omg, almost there almost there!!!! i will so going to try to get that kiriban >o<!

0w0!! **stalk**
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