TILL LIKE my thanksgiving break (november18)
i'm sorry @__@; it's just, i really can't handle this all at once
it's weird how serious college can make you, and how much
time has to be invested in order to get good grades.

....THAT SAID, I GOT AN A- ON MY ART HISTORY TEST
YESSSSSSSSSSSS T_____T *spent a whole weekend literally
sleeping, reading, and like barely eating since i was really
sick with worry) ;;;;;

and THAT SAID, i've lost like... a lot of weight while being here.
I KNOW EVERYONE WANTED TO KNOW THAT, RITE? hkl;fa
*asks for you asl and phone # plsssss* <--OMGOSH SARCASTIC
just so you know o_o

and.  um.  what else.  oh, the whole crush thing is... going
ok.  i'm so inexperienced at this whole FHKLASF thing
(yes that means crush ahahaahah;lads;;; )
I NEVER GET CRUSHES except like once ever 2 years.
and i don't casual date--i play for keeps, so it means a lot
to me... so much, i would RISK LIKE A LOT you don't even know
but... only on a guy who is worth it
BECAUSE HE IS *dies of corniness*
WELL HE IS
SO THAR

anyway, being inexperienced, and the fact it's complicated...
i dunno what to do;;;
and when i do, THE COURAGE TO DO IT is shaky at best
although i think i click with him pretty well, but i can
NEVER TELL EXCEPT LATELY IT SEEMS LIKE MAYYYYBE
BUT THEN AND WELL UM
............
*can only handle rational things... oh man..this being
irrational and all, HOW TO DEAL WITH IT????*;;;;
logic keeps me sane *claws way to classroom*
Dx;;;;

and chess.  8)

anyway.
*hates triangles.  take that for whatever you want it to mean*;;
AND I ALSO HATE RHETORIC
FAHSKLF:SAFSAFKSHHAAHF <--yes, i DID literally howl today
because i hate it so much.  not in class, but beforehand when
i was expressing frustration to my coolest TA EVER.
actually, i've a couple of awesome TA's. (eh, above is still coolest)
except one that wrote on my test "UMM NO" by my essay answer.
well, let me say, "UMM, ...DO NOT APPRECIATE?"  *slightly angered,
and slightly harmed self-esteem* ............................... -_____-;;;
but in his defense, maybe it's just frustrating to have a student
who is poor at soaking in content (titles, names, era names, styles etc)
... *strong at learning things i can do, like logic or art or writing
or performing in theater* ... yes, fact-absorption is not my forte.

and neither is chess, apparently ahaaaaahkadfls;

BUT YEA

SORRY TO RAMBLE *does that a lot* Dx;;;

again, i love you guys.  wanted you to know!  AND YES I EVEN
LOVE YOU WHO DONT HAVE AN ACCOUNT AND STILL KEEP
TRACK OF MY PAGE because that must mean you find something
worth coming back for, and WHAT THAT IS I DUNNO BUT THANK
YOU FOR ENJOYING WHATEVER IT IS and please have an
AAAAWESOME DAYYYYYY~!!!!!!



ps:  shoutouts especially to bad-gallery, deathbymurder, tehryu,
ashie-tan, kathy, kaze-hime, and cool-vin, yunako, and peope who've
really missed me (HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE I ASK YOU) even though
when i'm not hiatus'd, i'm hardly a contributor here anyway *guilt*;;

SO YEA